its growing colder, without your love.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

i'm having a bad day.

no one knows what i'm really feeling now.
andd know one knows what's going thru my mind now.
i just dont feel like telling anybody.

ohhh boy, i'll still love you no matter what.
never leave me.

i just wish i have my handphone with me now.
omg, please help me.
i'm off.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
11:42 PM

okayyyyyys, backs! ((:

dat dayyy, i stopped halfwae cos i'm too sleepy.
so now, i'm continuingg. ((:

okays, so i stopped at the part of the talks.
so, here it goes.
sat beside tina, denn amsyar and all.
behind me was lil'syafiq and anuar.
hrmms. okays, i was disturbed all the wayy.
with syafiq.
denn had the breaks, with the epok2 and biscuits.
thanks syafiq for sharing the biscuits and drinks with me.
sygg adekk. ((:
denn continue.
and bleahhhhhhs, most of the talks are boring.
i was half-asleep most of the time.
denn syafiq kept tickling me. ishkkkks.
so i pinched his cheekks.

denn bleahhs, had lunchh.
denn another 4 hr talk.
mendak gilerkkkkkkkkkkks.
trust me, its too boring.
denn after the talk.
i was feeling so sickedd.
but actually i was feeling sicked since morning.
only dat i tahann.

denn all the way was free time. till we started to have games. grouped up withh tina, amsyar, anuar, and the rest are the sec 1 boys.
all malays. FUN!
we had our cheerr. and we are NINJA TURTLES!
denn exchanged shoes with syafiq as his legs are the same size as mine.
denn played the spiderweb game.
denn the hoolahoops.also the one involving flour. ahahahs, funn. ((: denn after our games.
is our washing up time.
we went inside the classroom.
the rest went to bathe ferst.
tina checked her bag and her hp was missing.
i checked my bag and i found my wallet missing.
menaikkn darah la seyyy.
tina smpi nanges abt her hp.
i was so fucked up.
denn when some girls came back.
they found their things missing too. denn they found my wallet.
two tables away from my bag, opened.
and the money was gone.
deres $8 for my drama camp money.
saperr tk mengamok seyy.
denn some lost their whole wallet.
cashcards, ez-links and all.
i was lucky my IC was at home.

denn spent 2 hrs at quadrangle just for this thing.
waiting for dat idiotic fucker to admit his/her mistake.
till mrs warrier called the police in.
while waiting, to cheer ourselves upp.
as this thing spoilt the mood.
i fed ppl with my kinder bueno choc.
lil' fendi gave my $8. and i'm ohh so touchedd.
he say its for my camp money.
i really thanked him for his kindness.
thanks adek. ((: denn we snapped pictures using my camera.
cute laaaaaa. eventhough the mood was spoilt.
deres still some sweet memories.
denn the police came in. we did our statement and all. and too bad our plans for the night was cancelled.
we are supposed to have some detective game.
and movies.
but its all cancelled. -.-" so denn i bathe at 12 midnight. with tina and amalina only.
its kind of creepy going through the hall and d&t room at night.
and the basketball court.
its creepy, silent. and its only the three of us.
so i just act normal. hehehs.
denn we bathe.
and siapp2.
denn bla bla blahhhhhs.
sleeping time, didnt sleep.
some of us, lie down in a circle.
and tell ghost stories.
about the school and all.
we planned to ton, especially tina.
but ended up she was the ferst one to sleep.
ahahahs! ((:
we slept around 3 at last.
and i woke up at 4.25 a.m.
bcos is soooo coldd.
denn i force myself to sleep.
denn ended up wake up at 6.30.
james wake us up.
and we need to be ready by 7.
urghhhhs.

denn bla bla blahhhhs.
later through the dae.
had nasi lemak for breakfast. ((:
denn had games. and more.
denn ppl started coming in for the carnival.and bla bla blahhhs.
snapped3 photos.
and the last thing is dat, we need to clean up the place.
ishhkkkks.

okays, dats all laaaa. its getting late now. and i'm still coughing non-stopp.so i'll just post the pictures. ((:
pictures of the camp, carnival, and the dae b4 the camp.

i'm off.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
9:02 PM

Sunday, May 27, 2007

hellohhhhhhhhhhhhs. ((:

mate aku stone!
HAHAH! ((:

okays, didnt went online yesterday.
'cause i was at school the whole day.
hrmmmmmms, okayyyys.
in the morning, wake up and all.
denn bla bla blahhhhhs.
meet up with tina ferst at her hse.
denn we went over to west plaza to meet kendra.
denn bleahhhs.
denn went to school.
saw amsyar outside school, so went in togeder.
denn report and all.
denn me and kendra ran back to ntuc to buy battery for my camera.
saw mdm haslinda, so we ride her car togeder back to school.
which was so near. -.-"

denn bleahhhs, we placed our bags in class.
denn we went for our talks at i-room.
.
.
.
TO BE CONTINUED.............

i'll post againn tmr.
with loads of pictures! wheeeeeeehs!
i'm too sleepy to think wad to write.
gdnite and swit dreams. ((:

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:17 PM

Thursday, May 24, 2007

hellohhhhhhhhhhhhs. ((:

hrmmmmms, okay, i totally forget wad i wanna post today.
my mind's totally blank.
ohhhhh, whatever.

okays, now chatting with my dearest kim.
crazy la us.
hahah, my wewel, kimek. and many more.
ahahah. dimpleboy!
i soooooo gonna pinch his cheeks.
and poke poke poke his dimples.

today in school, let me see.
hrmmmmmmmmmmmms.
some thingy at the quadrangle.
denn art lesson, oh-so-boring!
slack la seiiiiis.
englishh, sat behind with amirah eating chocs and discussing abt our cls chalet.
denn reccess. and all.
lazy to elaborate.
basically, i got bullied today.
by the guys, eeeeeiiishhhhks!
i know la i got no voice. hmphs.
tkperhhhhs.
ade lori, ade bas.
ade hari, boleh balas.

okays, so tmr no school.
just meet the parents sessionn.
and mine will be at 10.
uh-oh!
i'm having a plan to ask back for my handphone.
denn later in the afternoon.
nana coming over.
wheeeeeeehs~

saturday overnighting in school.
we have plans for the night.
but too bad, razeef ain't going.
he got s'thing on dat dayy.
hrmmmmmms.
so, i wont be online on saturdayyyyy. okays.

events, events and more events.
aqilah's chalet on 10th june.
drama camp on 11, 12,13th june..
class chalet on 14,15 & 16th june.
nelson's and nic's chalet somewhere on 20th june.
denn nite cycling on 30th jun till 1st july.
((:

okays, since kim went off.
i feel like gg off too.
i'm off.
slamat mlm dan mimpi manis.
tido ketat2.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
11:14 PM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Avril Lavigne - Innocence

Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

[Chorus]

; i scream my lungs out @
11:43 PM

hellohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs. ((:

hrmms, BACK TO SCHOOL!
only dat i'm sicked.
no voice today.
and sorry jep for beating you up each time i talked about kim.
ehehehehs!
i pity you for sitting beside me everyday.

okays, i got so many events coming up.
dis saturday, having camp in school.
and yay! i'm shure the overnight's gonna be FUN!
'cause our members are dere too!
wheeeeeehs~ all i know, there is......
me, tina, kendra, hafizah, nelson, amsyar, zip, alim, ramadhan.
and i dont know who else.
too bad kim's not dere. )):

denn june deres drama camp.
wooohoooooo! ((:
denn plus plus i guess aqilah's chalet is still on.
and my class chalet, 3E1!!!!!!!! (((((((:
and on the 30th june, deres nite cycling, under mendaki.
wheeeeeeeeehs~ FUN! ((:
cycle from 8 pm of 30th june, till 8 a.m of 1st july.

okays, i'm off.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
9:14 PM

Within Temptation - Memories

[Whisper] Memories, memories, memories

In this world you tried
Not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I'll pray to the gods: let him stay

The memories ease the pain inside
Now I know why

[Chorus:]
All of my memories
Keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers, silent tears

Made me promise I'd try
To find my way back in this life
I hope there is away
To give me a sign you're okay
Reminds me again
It's worth it all
So I can go home

[Chorus]

Together in all these memories
I see your smile
All the memories I hold dear
Darling you know I love you till the end of time

[Chorus]

; i scream my lungs out @
8:24 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

hellohhhhs. ((:

omg, i'm sicked.
really sicked.
SHIT!
oh, whatever laa.
fever, cough, headache.
ohhhhhhh nooo!
soon maybe, FLU!
the thing i hate most, yeah.

fuck laaaaaaa, org dah smangat2 nk gi skola besok.
skalik SAKET! URGGGGHHHHHHS!
nvmm, after dis.
i'll just iron my uniform.
take some medicine.
ate my choc. whooooopsie!
and i'm off to sleep till the next morning.
i dont care ahhhh.
no matter how sicked i am tmr.
i'm still gonna get to school.
hrmmmmmmmms. ))':

okays, i'm off.
deres still some more stuffs i need to clear upp.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
9:19 PM

Monday, May 21, 2007

hellohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs. ((:

okays, sorry for not posting for the past few days.
and the only reason i have is, i'm LAZY.
yarhhhhhhhs.

and oh, i'm bored now.
and kind of sleepy.
i'm lazy to post.
so, i'll just type wadever is on my mind.

hrmms.
i miss my wewel badly.
omfg, i need him.
I WANT MY WEWEL!
ahahahs.
nvm, i hope i dream of him today.
like how i dream of him the other day.
hrmmmmmmmmmmmmmms.
and now i just feel like coughing and coughing.
i'm getting sicked? maybe.
hope not.
cant stop coughing laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. )):

i'm off.
good night. sweet dreams.
tido ketat2.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
11:23 PM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

hellohhhhhhhhhhhhhhs.

alaaaaa, the internet connection make my blood boil laaa.

tgh chat with kim.

skalik i got disconnected from the internet.

so, i restart my comp.

andd andd andd, by the time i sign in back to msn.

kim's offline.

ouh, great.

okehhhs. today was FUNN. ((:

had school back as per normal with the lessonns.

den bla bla blahhhhs.

after school, me, tina and kendra went to staffroom.

took hakim's phone for him.

actually ms jermaine lim dont want to give.

denn kendra go tell her about me and him.

omg, paiseyy sia.

ms jermaine was going like, "okay, so today i learn something new."

denn she disturbb2.

ahahahhhs. paiseyy la.

denn we went home straight.

i changed my clothes.

waited for tina.

denn she took my bike.

and i took my bike.

we cycled to elias mall.

meet up with the rest, atiqah, aniah, hakim & nic.

denn we planning on how to pick aini up in school.

so denn at last, me and kim ride both bikes and waited for her outside school.

denn when she come out.

she took my small bike.

and so i tompang kim on my big bike.

andd ohh great la, my ass hurts as he keeps making all the jam brakes.

ride back to elias mall.

pump the bike.

denn proceed to pasir ris parkk.

and bleahhhs.

we ate pizzas.

and her candles is our handphone light. hahs.

snapped pictures all around.

had funn and all.

denn we all moved and sat by the beach.

aini become model on her birthday.

and nic is her photographer.

cute la she. hahs. ((:

denn they played with fire.

denn the weather is starting to get so warm.

so we moved to a shade.

denn we decided to go home around 5+.

aini tompang nic on the small bike. which the brake is spoilt.

and i tompang kim on the bigger bike.

aniah, tina, and atiqah walked.

halfwae thru, outside a house around dere.

the chain of our bike somehow got stucked or dont know wad.

lucky kim repaired it. ((:

his hands are all black.

lucky the maid i guess, of the house gave the pipe and soap for him to wash his hands.

denn we continue cycling.

i'm scared being a passenger of his ride.

cos i'm only used to tompang-ing my bro.

ahahahhhs.

okays, den they all went home.

tina still walking behind us.

nic, kim and me still riding bike.

stopped at tina's blk.
and rest ferst.
denn tina went home.

kim helped me bring my bike up.

denn bleahhs, i went inside my room.

and received an sms from nic.

hahahhs, i forget to return kim's phone.

so i went back down to return it.

and when i get back home.

the most obvious thing i'll do is.

SLEEP. yeahhs.

slept from 6.20 till around 10.

greatt laaaa.

denn went online.

okehhs. here are the pictures of today. ((:

i'm off peeepos. ((:

nytes.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:36 PM